why do i even try?

i'm all out of faith.
My life is literally a mess. I Can't do this anymore. Why am i stupid enough to believe everything will be fine?
I need to leave this house. I need to move. I can't take another day of insults and complains.

Take my tears away, Remove the pain. heal my heart and delete the memories. I wanna end all of this.

i'm done trying. I'm done living.