where did my good looking legs go?

so i was looking at pictures from the summer 2011. Everything was so perfect back then. i had a pretty good relationship, i had swim practice 4-5 times a week, swim meets almost every weekend, school was going great, no big fights and no big issues.

Today i'm single, I dont swim at all (i don't have time), i have bad grades, Fights and big issues are a big part of my life. It's crazy how things can change so fast..

I'm the blonde girl, look at my legs... A lot of muscles, not as much fat. 

... and this is me at a swim meet like a year ago. 

When i was looking through the pics, i felt disgusted by myself and went for a jog and it was freaking 9 pm. 

I gotta get to that point again, i need to come to that happy place again. 

NO PAIN, NO GAIN.