would people care, would they be sad?
i'm so jealous of people who have always had the easiest life, no fights, nothing with a negative influence on their life. I'm really jealous.
The last week, or basically the last month, it feels like my whole life has been a mess and all the bad memories has been on repeat inside my head. I don't know what to do anymore. It's hard to smile and just pretend like it doesn't tear me apart. it does. I'm broken.
"you can't fly unless you let yourself fall" .. i fell a long time ago. Soon enough i'll hit the ground and it'll all have an end. I can't sleep, I can't concentrate, i can't do anything. I can cry, i can take pills, i can look into nothing and see my whole life flashing by.
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