day 2: dreams/ future.

hi y'all.
this 10 day challenge is pretty lame after all lol.

anyhow. todays about my dreams and i want my future to be like...

As long as i can remember i've wanted to be a singer, and i can't remember not singing. I always sing. i actually auditioned for the swedish xfactor last year, i didn't pass, and i was devastated, i literally cried so much. When i think of it now, im not surprised i didn't made it. I wasn't prepared and I was so freaking nervous. The final was on yesterday, the contestants were so good, and i wouldn't have a chance. So somehow im glad, and i glad i didn't sing on tv, i mean, What if i would've embarrassed myself. Some people really does.

My biggest dream right now, and a couple of years back, i and has been to meet Justin Bieber. He really means everything to me. I honestly dont know how many times i've cried about that guy, both happy tears and tears because i know i'll never meet him. (NEVER SAY NEVER. LOL.) But it tears me apart seeing him sad or down, i just want to tell him what he've doe to me and how thankful i am to have him as an inspiration. I love Justin, i love him so much it hurts. Just imagine the feeling of standing  right infront of him and see him smile, or to hug him? My life would've been complete, really. something positive is that i'm actually going to see him in concert in 133 days, that'll probably be the best day of my life!

i really do, i want this feeling soooo bad.

If i don't end up as a singer or as Mrs.Bieber, i'll stay in school for 3 more years.
After these years, i want to travel, a lot! I'm not planing to stay in Sweden. I want to move to the US, get a job, meet a perfect guy for me and have a little family. I want 2-5 kids, not less than 2 and not more than 6. And i want the perfect wedding!

I don't know it i want to study at a good university, like Oxford, or something like that.
oh gosh, i dont want to grow up! can i just stop at 18?

xoxo