looking back...

so, in a few years, lets say 10.
we'll be done with our education
we'll hopefully have found our prince charming
we've started a family or planing on it

we don't know what our future holds. we don't know anything at all actually.
I don't even know what i'm going to do next week.
and some day in the future, we'll be looking back.
we'll be visiting our old sites, like our blogs, our tumblr blogs, etc. and we will smile.
no matter how much shit we're going through at the moment, it will get better.
life fucks us up mentally and the only thing we can do is to take it or leave it.
i've been thinking of leaving it loads of times. but i'm still here, aren't i? i can admit, there are still days where i just want to end it all. I'm also sure that this is the way my life will be for a while.
But as if right now, i'm going to take one day at the time.