i want your eyes to look at me like they used to, i want to make you smile like i used to. I want that warm feeling i get when i look into your greenish eyes, i want the butterflies back, the lovely feeling i got when you smiled at me or kissed me with those beautiful lips of yours.
I guess i want you. I guess i miss you.
when i think of it… i can’t imagine loving someone like i loved you. I fell in love from the moment we kissed, do you remember? we were hiding from the rest of our friends underneath the stairs, i sat in between your legs, we smiled through that whole time. It was a random kiss, so spontaneous, you came closer but wasn’t really sure if i felt the same way. you stopped in the middle, hoping i was meeting you. I gladly did. It was the best first kiss with anyone, ever. It was the perfect timing. Your beautiful eyes looking into mine, I could feel butterflies, I could feel your pulse though your hand that were holding mine. Every Time we kissed i could feel the same lovely feeling.
when i think of it… i can’t imagine loving someone like i loved you. I fell in love from the moment we kissed, do you remember? we were hiding from the rest of our friends underneath the stairs, i sat in between your legs, we smiled through that whole time. It was a random kiss, so spontaneous, you came closer but wasn’t really sure if i felt the same way. you stopped in the middle, hoping i was meeting you. I gladly did. It was the best first kiss with anyone, ever. It was the perfect timing. Your beautiful eyes looking into mine, I could feel butterflies, I could feel your pulse though your hand that were holding mine. Every Time we kissed i could feel the same lovely feeling.
so please, come back. im begging you, and please stay as long as you need. I’ll be here. I am here. I’m here waiting gor you to come back, Waiting for you to put your strong lovely arms around me. craving for you to hold me and never ever let go. I want to feel loved again, to feel loved by you. You were the perfect guy. You were perfect to me, you were my best friend, mixed with my boyfriend. There were so many feelings involved.
I can’t promise that things won’t be broken, but i swear that i will never leave. You know me and i know that you know how much i love you. I know that deep inside you feel the same. Because i could see the pain when you walked away from me after a “friendly conversation” a few days ago and I could see the pain in your body when you let go of me after hugging me goodbye. I know you all too well, love.
I don’t think words can express your beauty. But how the hell did we end up like this? You ripped out my heart when you walked away from me, And you… You’re with this girl. You’re not even happy. She’s a bitch, you know that. You deserve better. I’m not saying that im the better one. But writing a facebook status telling the world how much you love her every 5 minutes doesn’t make it real, my darling. i know it’s not, and so do you. I’m not jealous, im just stating the facts. That’s the truth.
They say that love is forever, and love is all that i need. please stay as long as you need. Please stay forever with me.
Im begging you… Please come back and stay forever with me.
